Exquisite pieces of me, utterly priceless.

My drug and me. :)

2010-09-12T16:51:00.003+08:00

Being a student is definitely not easy, especially when your faculty crams you up with 6 subjects in your first semester in college. Staying up late night finishing up assignments, completing lab reports, preparing for a presentation, doing tutorials or being it just hanging out with my friends. Doing one of it for one night is okay, but 2-3 of it on a night, caused me headaches. Started off as minor ones, as time progressed, my headaches too progressed, to a major one. Then as time passed by, tests and quizzes starting coming in, came along dear Migraine with them. Being a hyped up person all the time, the frequent headaches only stopped me from being who I am.

I first neglected it, used to just sleep over the headaches that I usually get but in the long run, there seem no avail to the pain that keeps recurring. Not finishing up lab reports or tutorials on time wasn't a good idea either. So, I decided to consult my family doctor and I was told that all these headaches that I've been having was Migraine, more specifically, Primary Migraine. And of course, what caused it was heat, stress, and lack of sleep or food. Lack of FOOD definitely wasn't the cause therefore the other 3 reasons explained the migraine.

So, my physician prescribed me with PONSTAN, to take it whenever my headaches strikes.
Ponstan capsules contain the active ingredient mefenamic acid, which is a type of medicine called a non-steroidal anti-inflammatory drug (NSAID). NSAIDs are used to relieve pain and inflammation. So yes, it did relieve my pain. But that lasted just for a while. Since I had occasional gastritis, Ponstan only worsened it. Also, Ponstan caused me drowsiness, dizziness and occasional skin rashes.

I visited my physician again, explained to him my situation, ans then he decided to give me TREXIMET Oral. Treximet instead of NSAID's, it contains naproxen and sumatriptan. It is used to treat migraines when they occur. It helps to relieve headache and other symptoms of migraines, including sensitivity to light/sound, nausea, and vomiting. I have to say, Treximet has been my life savior ever since. It's in my hand bag, school bag, make up bag, my drawer, even on my study table. I just pop it into my mouth whenever Mr. Migraine visits me.

Now, I get to do anything I want, with no worries. I can stay up all I want without having to worry of putting up with headaches. I can never be any thankful to my Physician, Dr. Raj and of course to Treximet for letting me be whom I am. :)

Chemistry & ME :)

2010-08-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

Science was never my favorite subject till that very day when I was 10, my science teacher organised a Science Camp in Malacca. Since all my friends were gonna attend it, I decided to give it a shot too. Turned out to be, that was the rolling stone for what I have chosen to become my profession today.

That particular camp involved us studying the greeneries, watching the moon and the stars and many other exciting events, which started attracting me to know more about the beauty of science. The bomb was when my group won the title of "Best Scientists of CPR". That wasn't the end of it, I began looking forward for my science lessons every week. Attending lab classes, conducting experiments... ahhh. That was just very interesting.

Then when I started high school, it just got more interesting. I discovered more and more about science, and CHEMISTRY particularly was the apple of my eye. The beauty of molecular structures, chemical compounds, chemical equations.. It all seemed like magic to me how a new chemical substance is produced from 2 or more different substances. I'm truly blessed, for I have had awesome Chemisrty teachers all this while.

As I progressed, I learnt more and more and easily, I mastered Chemistry more than Physics or Biology. When I finally finished finished form 5, I was definite I wanted to have a prolonged relationship with Chemistry and Pharmacy seemed te best choice. Though the subject Chemistry gets harder everyday, I never stopped loving it. All the memorizing will pay off someday, when I am a recognised Pharmacist.

Exhaustion.

2010-08-09T20:37:00.003+08:00

If Mondays can get any worse, I swear I'd die. :S 6 hours of classes, 4 hours of break. This sem is the worst of all timetables.

I see your insecurity through you in ways you can never think of.

And I'm laughing my ass off. Hate me bitch, I'm getting better everyday. (;

Downfall.

2010-08-05T13:38:00.002+08:00

Just when I got all hyped up for not having to see THE BITCHES in my class for that one subject, I had to hear them saying they're taking it up! Fudge! Go repeat your failed subject would u?

Nevertheless, its Critical Analysis and most of all its English. I'm gonna ace it, sit back and watch Bitchas.

Thereafter.

2010-07-28T22:48:00.002+08:00

After doing the same thing over and over again, I just don't feel like doing it ever again. So, I forget all about it and move on. Then to realise, there's much more out there for me.

The emptiness.

2010-05-09T23:38:00.005+08:00

Happy Mother's Day to me Mom and all women whom are mothers out there. I love you mom, for all the love you showered on me, for fighting with me countless times, for being proud of whom I am, for being the best cook ever, for everything you are, for everything you're not.

This year's Mother's Day seems a little mundane than previous years, and maybe because everyone is so busy. Brother is in Sarawak, Cousins are busy with their newborns. The only effort I could put in is to gather the family of my dad's side, his brother precisely and his wifey. Went out for a dinner, 5 of us.

The food was good, loved the ambiance but there's still an emptiness in me. I miss those very merry celebrations. How I really wish my sis was in Malaysia, my cousins were around, we could have had a grand celebration like yesteryears.

And at home, I tried to cook for mum, a meal that she wanted. Turned out okay. Just that nothing really feels right this year. Mom's constant emo-ing from missing my brother doesn't help either. Aaaand, cutting my hair whenever I feel down seems like a good therapy x)

And holidays are coming to an end already. Results will be out this week. NERVOUS! I've not done so well this time, I know. The feeling of guilt has been haunting me down for the past week and B, I'm sorry to have let it out on u.

Hoping for a better month in June, brother will be back n before that, my sunshine too will be back. I guess more reason to celebrate then eh?

Keeping my fingers crossed, hoping for results better than what I'm expecting. Thats like the only thing that's possibly to cheer me up? Haih.

MIss Malaysia Universe

2010-05-03T14:55:00.005+08:00

Heyyya u guys. Just wanted to wish my beautiful cousie Dhasha, one of the 18 finalist for Miss Universe Malaysia :) So proud of u! Wish ya all the best huns!

Her blog : http://2010.missuniversemalaysia.com.my/blogs/dhasha/

2010-05-01T17:38:00.004+08:00

Holla.

After four long months, here I am, back to blogging. It feels good to just sit back n relax, sleep as long as I want.

So yeah, now tht i'm back for holidays, my darlings, I'm waiting to see u guys! Lets go out n have fun. Do consider paintball!

Mal.

Goodbye 2009! ♥

2009-12-23T21:50:00.006+08:00

A flashback of year 2009. A very memorable year with wonderful memories, cherished. ;)

With ♥,

Mal. ;)

Come back.

2009-12-23T21:41:00.002+08:00

Well, he was supposed to be back by new year, but now, its later. Nevertheless, I'm in cloud nine ;) Can't wait to be in yours arms again, its the best feeling ever. ♥

Now that 2009 is gonna come to an end real soon, its somehow making me sad. A year older, wiser and prettier. :D Heeh. But again, I have to come up with many many resolutions for year 2010, so that at least 1 or 2 of it will take place.

Can't wait for another beginning, hopefully a better one. *finger crossed*

Hello ;)

2009-12-05T00:00:00.003+08:00

I'm in love with my new baby, NOKIA 5800. Texting with this phone is rather annoying, especially when you're in a rush. Nevertheless, its awesome ;) Something to keep me occupied for the hols, lol ;D Thanx to 3 very special people, whom made it happen. <3!>

Signed in.

2009-12-01T13:50:00.003+08:00

I've not been blogging for ages, i know. A sudden urge to blog, after a long long long break. I don't have much of an issue to post anyhow. I just wanted to feel my existence again, it the world of blogging.

Sem break started a month ago, and I haven't done any catching up with any of my darlings. Where're you guys? El, so sorry I only texted to wish for ur bday.

Kept myself occupied for 2 weeks by working for body glove, damn it was hell tiring. I swear not to work again as a promoter. I'd rather be jobless for the rest of the month.

So yeah, Satya, EL, Kar Yee, Suba, Fatin, and Susan if u guys are reading this, I miss u guys, tonnes.

A very random crave, to go paintball. ;) Oh yeah, can't wait to get my new baby, Nokia 5800 ;)

To bake or not to today? Hmmph.

Halo.

2009-05-13T23:04:00.001+08:00

Okay, its been four weeks since I started college and I haven't blogged ever since. Life here has been indeed exciting, I have been enjoying every single day I've spent here. Every night has been occupied with activities either with friends and seniors or by the clubs itself.

I have discovered my type of people here, consisting of Rita, Mei Ping the innocent gurl, Rohan the heavy ass, Raymond ( the god), Ashiq aka INTI ADVISER and DK the drift king. LOL. I've got several cool classmates as well, the african boy from Zimbabwe as well as Muham n Vicky :)

Got tonnes of pics to update, and half of it is Rohan's n Raymond's self obsessed pictures. Till i see you guys again, xoxo. Satya, Kar Yee, Fatin, and El, I missed you guys!

I'm leaving.

2009-04-28T23:32:00.004+08:00

Loga came to visit me in my home today, like how sweet of him. :D And Loga, I din't merajuk that you din't come for the dinner la.

Phone call from Loga :

Loga : Hei Mal, you at home ah?

Mal : Yeah, why?

Loga : I'm around ur place ny, coming to visit you. You have anythign to buy? I'll take you.

Mal : Yeah sure. I've to get a pail :D Hurry up!

So then he came, took me to get my pail and got some food, came back home. Had tea with my family, and he surely had fun playing with little Izwan. And I had a good time catching up you Loga xD Thans for visiting. Your valuable advises will be kept safely in my mind. Haha. Well, you certainly kept ur words. Promises that were made long ago.

Poyoness of LOGA. :D

Kz, thanx for ur advises x) Heart you babe. And Prem too, thanx tonnes :] And everyone else who cared to say a word or two, thanx, I love ya'll. Mwarx.

This mixed feeling in me so unexplainable. Happy? Sad? Excited? God knows.

Farewell Dinner :D

2009-04-26T22:50:00.001+08:00

25th April @ Madam Kwan's Pavilion

Ok, ok, I aint going like really far far away from home. Its just Nilai, thats like half an hour drive from home. The whole farewell idea was initiated by Satya, and she called everyone up, despite her busy schedule. Good job she did. :D So yeah, dinner in Madam Kwan's, Pavilion. We made hell lotsa noise, I mean, not susprising ryte? Looks from everyone at first, I guess they got used to it initially. Shaun and I were speaking to each other from two different tables, practically yelling to each other but Shaun thought it was cooler to talk that way. Lazy ass, just can't get off his table and move to mine. Adam as usual was lost among the roses, sadly. He's lucky actually, very. Amirul, would have been better if you were around :D

Anyhoo, it was good to see you guys after sometime, all in a place. And the a few people whom I dint expect to turn up, thanks a lot. Satya, my special thanks to you, for all the effort to call up everyone despite ur busyness and have the dinner when u have your lit paper to prepare for. I appreciate it a lot. Lotsa lotsa lotsa loves. And to all of you who came, THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart. *Hugs*

And now, i'll let the pics to fill the details in :D

Gosh Suba, seeing you after ages, seriously made my day :D Thanx for coming!

Camwhore queens. EE LENG ESPECIALLY! :D

Picture Perfect. :D

Again, with the camwhore queen and beloved driver who never fails to send me home everytime. :D

Lily, the adorable car owner :D

Shaun, who turned up with shoes and not flip flops for a difference :D

Adam with the superman tshirt, the lost thron among the roses xP

The person who put in so much effort for the dinner. Thanx hunny! You're the best hubby :D

One girl tht I look up to. She does wonders.

She really liked her top x]

Princesses :D

The hunny that loved NS. And i love her xD

Cassie!

Always loved escalator shots! :X

More more.

Mucho loves.

Oh yeah, Kz was wearing falsies and it was so tepmting to pull it out. I'm glad tht i managed to control myself..

Hotstuff.

Thanx you guys. I can't find more words to express how happy I am ;]

P.S. Famine in PD? I want! I want! LOL.

Shop till you drop!

2009-04-23T23:09:00.004+08:00

Lhavee is one awesome shopping mate, I have to say. We shopped for my college items, and she has lotsa patience. Did crazy stuffs in Guardian, just keeping our fingers crossed that there were no hidden cameras anywhere. They'd be laughing their asses off, definitely. Got lost in PS before? We did, in our search to find the POPULAR bookstore.

First time ever in my history, went out with a friend and spent RM15.30 for lunch, for the both of us. Ended up too full, couldn't even walk. Not forgetting, bulging out tummies! Mom would be so proud of me. Thanx JaiHin, thanx Lhavee. I'm loving chapatis with fresh yogurt and mutton kheema.

I pity the guy who works in Popular. ;P Wicked girl.

Call me for dinner soon :D I bet you wud regret telling me about it now. Haha. Tell you the truth, I'm excited that I have a friend who's sem break and course duration is the same as mine! ;D I'm not that lost after all. :D Mushie hugs!

Can't wait for Saturday's Lunch n Dinner. Also, my lappie. Woohoo!

PC Fair.

2009-04-22T20:44:00.000+08:00

Oookay, I know this is a very late post.

It was an awesome date with Lhavee sweets, and Pc Fair was just an excuse. I didn't even get anywhere the PC Fair. Grabbed a booklet of PC Fair from Amirah as a proof. Amirah, it was good seeing you after like, 4 months? Lol. I promise, it won't be 4 months before we meet up next.

Lhavee, I had fun with you today, in the mall, in the movies ( dun get me wrong) I meant drooling over Vin Diesel, eating like duh, and trying out clothes and finally the long walk in the park and getting all playful there. I noticed we share lotsa common interest, and that's really cool.

Elderly Mate.

2009-04-09T23:29:00.003+08:00

Happy ( i really shouldn't mention your age here, otherwise you'll kill me) Birthday Mrs. Malar!!!

You're the first friend that I have that is way much elder than I am :) I'm truly honoured to have found a friend like you, so practical, so humorous, and of course, very matured no doubts. I can talk to you just about anything, and there's many things I've learnt from you, I'm sure there's more to come. Your friendship is one of the many things I cherish most and you'll stay close to my heart, always no matter where i go to study. Lol. :D

Tonnes of loves Mrs. Simon. (I'm so used to calling u that!) tee hee.

So what?!

2009-04-09T21:13:00.011+08:00

Dominating someone else's house can never feel better :D Went over to Subang Jaya to eldest bro's house for the weekend. Me n maran were left at home while the rest attended a wedding. Right after coming back from swimming in the pool, Maran was too hungry and wanted

something to eat. While he took his shower, me with all the wetness cooked dinner for him. Yeah I know what you're thinking, I'm a very good sista. :D

Darling. He's dried and I'm still with my wet clothes.

Mind not the whole messy hair, I was very wet.

Rummaging the fridge for more food. Maran : Akka, don't take picture of me with shorts! Everyone can see my hairy legs!

And once cooked, he was the first to eat. Its sweet and sour Japanese tofu btw. Somethign quicky to for savor our hunger pangs.

__________________________________________________________________

Forgotten April Fool.

It was April Fool and no one fooled me neither I fooled anyone. Well, its a tiny little meet up with my ex-collegues from GPCC on April 1st. Lee Cheng resigned from GPCC and she wanted to give a treat for me and Mrs. Simon, so she asked us out. Mrs. Simon fetched us from our homes and headed to the nearest place, Jusco, Had lunch and a long long chat. From A to Z. Then went back to Mrs. Simon;s home to hang out while waited for her son's school to finish, fetched them to Jusco to have more food :D I heart the two boys, Adrian especially. So huggable.

Lee Cheng. Girl, though you have done tonnes to me, I'm happy that none of it has affected our friendship as I totally understood the reason behind all of it. Good luck with embarking the journey of your new life with your Papa and your brother. Let bygones be bygones. I'll miss you for all the goods and bads, we'll meet again soon. Thanx for the treat, thanx for being there when i needed you. Loves. :D

Loves.

R.I.P.

2009-03-27T14:29:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling emo-ish since yesterday because they've chopped off a tree in front of my house. Weird huh? Its just so unexplainable. The tree has watched me growing up since I was 3 months old? Watching the tree collapse caused an extreme sober-ness in myself, I couldn't stand there and watch it for long. Haih, thanx to the bloody smart contrators of DBKL who can't even detect the pipe leakage correctly and got the tree chopped off. Next thing you know after the tree collapsed, the workers chopped the tree into small pieces and the montsrous crane look alike carried it all and stuffed it in to a big lorry. In minutes, all the bits of the tree was cleared.

Goodbye dearest tree, may u rest in peace. I'll miss you dearly. Amen.

Hubby turned 18!

2009-03-25T17:12:00.005+08:00

Its March 24th, Satya's Birthday. El Imed on MSN in the noon, asking if I can make it for the surprise turn up in Satya's hse. Asked mum, permission granted. :D Everyone was 'extremely' punctual' they were there earlier than the birthday girl itself. After making lotsa chaos in Satya's house and after everyone has arrived, 5 cars were driven to Taman Len Seng, more chaos were made there. Food wasn't so good and it was too pricey but again, the company that matter s :D It was indeed, another good day!! =)

Happy Birthday Satya Darling!

Its been 12 years now, since we've known each other. There's been ups and downs, but we still made it through, very well. You're a friend I cherish, and hope we still remain the same for the many many coming years :D Well, its nice to see how everyone has grown into their ownselves, everyone is already becoming someone now. I'm truly happy. Thanks for everything babe, from the bottom of my heart. Much love.

Ee Leng posing as always, and Cassy busy with her own thing :D

Mummy Shaun, and Daddy Lee Li.

The smartie pies.

Camwhores!

Posers, as always :D

Daddy and Mummy, happily ever after.

Thanx El, for being such an 'awesome' driver, and sending me home safely ;D

BFF;

2009-03-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

Ola everyone!!

Random-ness.

Fact 1 #
My mum likes Yvonne even though Yvonne has problems communicating with my mum.

Fact 2#
I have to admit, Yvonne's a good driver especially when I tell her to get into a junction after we've passed by it, she just seems to manage it well. Lets just say, its a test from me to her. Aaaand, she passed it, with flying colours. [:

Fact 3#
Your side parking, Yvonne... Lol. You complete the sentence.

Fact 4#
Our new hang out spot with our friends is in Q' Bistro :D Regain all the time we used to kill in Bismi.

Fact 5#
I found a threading mate. And, a good driver. Happy I am.

Fact 6#
Fatin, I'm missing you very badly. Tears roll down my cheeks when I see the pics we've taken together and when I watch the videos u did for me. Hope you're having a good time in NS.

Fact 7#
The new layout on my blog is chosen by my brother, and customized by him too. I like it [:

Fact 8#
I just love my life now. Seriously, tension free.

Fact 9#
I'm in the search of the real myself :D

I don't know how random this port is but everything written there is something that popped out of my mind like suddenly.

Anyhow, Yvonne, I had an awesome day with you yesterday. Thanx for being a very good driver, I'm really thankful that I'm safe and sound today. And yeah, I knew you were tired but knowing me, you managed to put up with all my cracks. Loves!

A new leaf.

2009-03-19T21:44:00.004+08:00

Well, I've stopped working, and I'm happier than ever. Kicked off my first "free" day with Lhavee, her mum, and Khavee. Massive shopping, in Jusco since its MemberCard Sale. Well, we have an excuse don't we? We're joining college, needta update our closet :) It was indeed an awesome day, for the amount joke we cracked and crazy things we did.

After lunch with them, my new friend fetched me from Jusco to Masjid India. Spent 4 hrs with her, shoppin n just talking things that we usually do.

Shopaholics :)

Auntie Vanitha, lovely lady. Heart her wit.

Lhavee, she just can't wait to check out hot guys in college. :D

Khavee @ Kheemoi

Aaand, meet Mrs. Simon, my new friend and ex- collegue :)

It was indeed a lovely day, spent with 4 lovely women. A good head start with new people for a new life ;) Whats for tmrw? Lunch with Yvonne perhaps? Lol.

Lucky!

2009-02-21T20:31:00.001+08:00

Came home from work today and to my shock, I have received something from FLY.FM! Quickly i tore open the envelope, and tah-dah look what I got ------------------->

Haha. I dint expect it at all. I remember answering some rihanna question in FLY. FM but definitely did;t expect to win anything at all. :) I really owe FLY. FM man! I have won 400 bucks from them earlier. Aaaaand, FLY.FM cash call is gonna start real soon, can't wait to win moreeee moreee cash!

I LOVE YOU FLY.FM!!!!!!!!!!

I have been missing for some time, i know. Just beeen busy with work and driving and most important of all, my beloved cousin brother's wedding's prep. Excited I am! To my beloved darlings, I miss you guys tonnes.

Suba, Happy Belated Birthday!

Shaun, Happy Belated Birthday!

Will be back with more updates real soon. Till then, ciao hunneh pies!

Visit.

2009-02-08T15:25:00.007+08:00

YEEE VONNNEEE came over to GPCC. To visit ME and others. And most of all, she brought my most beloved love letter cookies, THANKIEE YOUU babe!

I totally heart it and I ain't sharing it with anyone!

Was chatting with her today and she seemed to be the happiest person to know that I'm going to Indonesia rather than Russia to study. And she's gonna visit me in Indon while I'm there! LOL.

So yeah, I 'll be waiting for your visit. :) Again, thanx for the cookies, i'm munching on it now. Loves.

:: Fatin, I'm alive, in my house. I'll get to you soon. Been missing you tonnes.

I haven't been the perfect girlfriend for you, I know.

She's Legal.

2009-01-26T23:21:00.003+08:00

Fatin, my dearest hunnie pie is finally legal!

For being an awesome bestie, always being there when i needed you, to gossip with me, to cheer me up and to say " Its ok larh Mal, bukannya hal besar ", your sarcasm, your jokes and tonnes of endless love, I totally heart you huns!

I love you lots and no doubt, you know it too.:)

Happy EIGHTEENTH Birthday Fatin!

and of course,

Happy CNY all Chineses out there!

The end 2008.

2008-12-31T22:41:00.003+08:00

Every year comes and goes, and like any other year, 2008 has come and ended with so many memories. Many people have contributed to these memories, whether its bad or good. Heartfelt thanks from me to you if you think you have played a part in leaving a memory in 2008.

My blog has captured at least 65% of all the moments, the rest to be shared with beloved darlings and myself alone. many incidents that occured throught the whole year has moulded me to who I am now, much stronger than I was.

People change, and i've seen too many of that happening around me. I'm sure there's more yet to come, preparing myself for it. And of course thanks to my beloved buddies, who have made this year a wonderful one, with tonnes of memories to cherish. Of course, tution, school, home, workplace and every other place that I have been to this year, added to spice to every part of my life.

I'm happy to have found those beloved friends whom I have by my side, to lend me a shoulder to cry on, to cry with me and to laugh with me and my darling to hold my hand and to tell me everythings' gonna be alright when my world seems to be falling apart.

And life moves on no matter what happens, I'm definitely looking forward to year 2009. More to learn about life, more to face. More challenges ahead, waiting for me :D Looking forward for it! Haha.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE OUT THERE!!!!!!!!!!

Mad day out.

2008-12-24T16:13:00.005+08:00

22nd Dec 08 @ Bangsar

Mr.Subash and Mr. Suren took us for lunch @ meeting to Bangsar, Devi's. Banana leaf meal, whoa, delicious! More like mom's food. Loveee it! Then had our meeting, discussed about usual stuffs, as well as new stuffs. Feels good to be a staff in a place u used to study, u getta know what tehy usually discussed, the gossips, just about everything. Man, i love my workplace. After meeting, came back to GP, checkout the new location for extra classrooms, and headed out to give flyers. Thanx Mr. Subash, for joining us, u definitely made it more fun. And thanx too, for the secretive Starbucks treat. LOL.

The big boss. ;D

Mr. Subash, the darling at workplace.

Meeting Minutes.

Can't stop being M. Subash.

He's enjoying life, like he always says.

Childhood memories. Wish the moment stopped.

See-saw like little kids.

Before Nanthini came to my rescue.

When Nanthini sat beside me, whoop! they went up.

Sir insisted to give the flyers with us ;)

Starbucks model wanna be.

Sayonara, form the ex-tutor and the author.

Ye Pet Ku.

2008-12-19T19:59:00.008+08:00

Went out with Yvonne, to the MidValley. Catching up with each other for the entire day. Missed u girl! Had a good day with you, been laughing from the start till i I got down in Cheras Station. Was good to spend a day just with you. :) I'm waiting for you to come to my house next friday to take you for threading. I'm keeping my words ;) Oh yeah, hope you like what i got for you, just don't wear the same day as me. ;D Spent more than an hour in Chilis, shopped the rest of the time. Reached home, exhausted! I love my new pair of jeans ;D

Ice lemon tea is too good for her.

LOL, fill the captions in by yourself.

Before i learnt the right way of eating corn.

Heaven. beyond speechless.

Yvonne, looking at the cute guys working in Chilli's.

The price for 2's lunch. Extra satisfying.

Ho, ho, ho, Merry christmas!

I wish i was a little girl too, i wanna get presents as well!

Camwhores.

Christmas fever!

The video was awesome, i loved it. ;) Loves.

Untitled.

2008-12-15T20:44:00.007+08:00

Its just 3 weeks after SPM has ended, i'm seeing true colors of everyone around me. Too soon perhaps? Quite hard to accept but that's life isn't it?

Haih. Emo-ness has came back.

Promtay is back! Wait for it to get you in 2009!

Oh well, i got my first pay ysdty. Man, i'm flabbergasted! Something to keep me happy? Haha.

Will have more updates soon ;)

Talk about 11 years of friendship? I'm speechless cause nothing seems the same anymore.

Bon Voyage!

2008-12-03T21:41:00.002+08:00

Fatinku yang tersayang!!!!!!!!!

You're leaving to Aussie tonight! Have a safe journey aite? And have lots n lots of fun there! Take lotsa pics for me to see, lol. Regards to Nabby, Faris n ur parents too! Will miss you lots lots lots! Take care dearie. Lotsa loves! Mwarxxies!

Happy ending.

2008-12-02T13:45:00.012+08:00

Drum rolls!!!!!!!!!!!

Mr. & Mrs. Poovaneswaren.

My beloved sister got married to her Prince Charming, finally. Congrats from me! I wasn't there for your wedding, thanks to the 'oh so great' SPM. Nevertheless, I managed make the best out of the wedding dinner reception! Lol. You looked so gorgeous on the Dinner Night.

To my dearest akka,

Thanx a lot for being such a lovely sister. I know there were up's and down's in our relationship but we've managed to make it so far, perfectly. Hope you'll have a wonderful life ahead in Singapore, with an awesome job and of course a fantastic husband to keep you happy 24/7. U'll be celebrating your birthday soon, just with Mama alone, so yeah hope u'll have a blast. We'll miss you dearly, just everything bout you. Me personally will definitely miss all the nitelong talks, gossips and all the jitters that we used to do. I'll miss having a sis to call out whenever i need you, asking you to ride me around, you name it. Don't u dare to forget us all here. I'm looking forward to see my niece and nephews, before i leave to coll next year ;P Too soon? Who cares. Lol. I love you lots lots and will continue doing so! Mwarrxxxx!

To you Mama,

Do take care of my sister well, or else, hmm.. Mama, thanx for being such a cool person, though I din't really expect that from you at first. You're an awesome person and we all believe that u and akka were really meant for each other. Keep your words mama, you've to be first person to be there in my wedding. It definitely would be much better if you and akka can settle down in M'sia but now that you're taking her S'pore, it gives us more reasons to go to S'pore! I'll miss you too. Hope the both of you will be happily every after, my prayers for you both :) Best wishes.

Mal loves you both more than she can describe. x.

Breathe.

2008-11-30T21:16:00.005+08:00

Exams are over, finally!
I can breathe again. Yvonne, my blog aint dead, it was just taking a long rest. ;P

To my hunney, Elmo >>

Happy fantabulous 17th bday girl! Hope u had a blast in The Aparments. Sorry that i dint wanna stay over, hope u understand.

Thanx for being there for me, being non-judgemental and accepting me for who I am. Sticking with me thru thick and thin, i truly appreciate it, i promise to be there for you when u need me ;)

Lotsa xoxo, Maleni.

Von Von!

2008-10-11T20:53:00.001+08:00

Yvonne's finally 17!!!!!!!!! Being the youngest among us all, yet the tallest one. ;P
Hope you have a great year ahead, may all your dreams come true!

Hope i have managed to make your day, since u wanted to celebrate so badly ;P And well, since you're gonna get ur driving license soon, drive us around okay! ;D

Thanx for a being a lovely buddy for the 5 years in high school, after form 3's, despite all the misunderstandings and the fights, lol.

Oh yeah, make sure u tell me when modelling agencies call u up ; This year has been so fun with you. Thanx for everything. Love you.

Much love.

Me love!

2008-10-07T23:10:00.007+08:00

Happy 23rd B'day to my love!
Gosh, you seem so old already xP

May you have great year ahead, blessed with all the goodness and may all your dreams come true. Have a blast! You have got the best gift for your 23rd bday, my love! xP Haha. So yeah, be a good boy and celebrate your birthday as well as possible. ;)

Lotsa love,
Maleni.

GPCC Farewell Meeting.

2008-10-05T20:20:00.004+08:00

Had one week break from tuition but Farewell regarding had to be settled. Had lots of fun, with Suren's jokes and everyone's else' s mischievousness. Job done well, thanks ya'll, for coming. Arnold especially, I'm impressed.

Busy busy people. ;P

Thanx Suren, for the free lunch ;) I was just kidding at first, didn't expect you to really pay for us.

2008-10-02T20:29:00.002+08:00

My 116th post! Didn't even notice that i've exceeded my hundredth post. Haha.

Pheww, feels so good being home again. Being stranded there in Karak, without internet connection, gosh. I almost went mad. Thanx to cousin Dasha, she kept me sane.

I missed my computer, my streamyx, my blog, Fatin, Vicky, Yvonne, Ee Leng, Kogie akka, u name it.

Yipee, going shopping tmrw. Farewell meeting on Saturday. And karaoke with famine buddies on Sunday. :) Cant wait!!

Home sweet home.

Boredom.

2008-09-24T20:09:00.004+08:00

Who would you count on to…

Make you smile?
FATIN!!!

Make you laugh?
VICKY ;)

Have the best music?
EE LENG

Be the most perverted?
DESMOND? xP

Give the best advice?
FATIN

Dance the best?
LOUISE?

Be your shoulder to cry on?
FATIN, EE LENG

Do something stupid with you?
FATIN of course!

Teach you the most?
ME PARENTS

Gang up on other kids with you?
MY BROTHER!

Rob a bank with you?
MY BROTHER!

Go to the principle's offiice with you?
YVONNE?

Hurt you the most?
Don't ask.

Dance crazy in public and dont give a crap what others think?
AMIRAH HEDAR.

Be the mother figure of your “group”?
EE LENG, SUBA.

TAGGING MY FRENS!

EE LENG
YVONNE
SATYA

Alive.

2008-09-18T23:49:00.007+08:00

My blog aint dead!

Thanx Mr.Subash for making me feel awake by making me chase after you up and down the staircase for more than 4 floors. I havent been sleeping well for the past days and u took the remaining energy off me. Gah. Diaries are meant to be personal remember, sir?

Suren, I think you should start thinking bout the farewell already. Venue and date please, thanx.

Yvonne, sorry that i always eat in the chinese restaurant, i just love their chicken dish ;) tmrw we go mamak restaurant kayh. ;)

Falini, looks like Sir found you a good match ;) Have fun girl :) I know you wanna smack me so hard that i'll forget my name.

Gosh, my eyebags. I look like a panda. Sejarah today was a screw up, no point staying up the whole night studying. First subjects I'm screwing up for trials. And so many pimples, thanx to the stress. I wanna go for SPA. Someone take me? Yipee, cousin from London coming down after ten years ;)) Welcome back darling! Time to have fun :)

HAPPY 50th BIRTHDAY DEAR DAD!!! You;re so old already ;(. LOVE YOU TONNES! MWARXXX!

I'm dead broke, so many b'day's this month.

I want my cam and my phone, so badly. Someone help me pay to repair them? Angels, i know you heard me ;))

Mucho Gracias.

2008-09-16T19:14:00.001+08:00

Time to say show some gratitude to those that have been there and made my day on the 13 Sept, my birthday. ;) and also made a significance in my life for as long as i can remember.

- Fatin.
Thanx so much babe, for the awesome videos, the SUPER huge card and most of all for being the bestest friend on earth! To share the madness with me, to keep your hands wide open when i needed you. its just a year plus we've been friends, but hell man, i love you much!! ;)

- Vicky
Thanx so much dear, for being there during my ups and down, listening to my craps,and yet love me for who i am. Your bear with my nonsenses and i appreciate it very much ;D Thanx for the calls you've been making each nite, it makes my day complete. And no one takes your place, you're too special to me. I'm missing you. ;X

- Ee Leng
My elmo darling. You're there when i need you, to boost me up when i'm down. Been loving you for the past 11 years and always will. As I always say, your prince charming is yet to come. Thanx for everything. xD

- Yvonne
Haha. Thinking bout you makes me laugh. Amount of crap you come up with to kill time, and the responses that i come up with to satisfy you. Hours of phone calls, talking bout same things over and over again. Despite all that we went through, I'm really glad that we're still good friends like we are now. Cant wait for you to take your braces off, gonna be so pretty ady. ;D And bout our upcoming project, hope everything falls in place and whoa, it'll be something for us to remember for our lifetime ;). thanx for spending the whole with me, i definitely had fun :)

- Suba and Geetha
You guys are there during my ups and down, but in a less obvious way. Suba, thanx for the carefree advises and Geetha, good luck with your to-be dad in law. ;) Thanks for being my crazyy girls in school. ;D

- Satya
Here you go babe. Thanks for trying to make me feel better with the Belgian chocs, it definitely worked. And the little card with our pic taken during our junior years, totally heart it! Thanx for being there during the happy and sad times, you'll always be dearest hubby even if I'm officially married to someone else. xD

- Mr. Subash
Teacher! Your centre is our second home, at times we see you for longer hours than we see our parents. You coached us all the way, told us what is right and what is wrong. Your PMS-es from time to time wakes us up from our honeymoon period, and your jokes us keeps us going for hours of lessons. Known you for almost two years, you're the best teacher I've ever had. Your centre has brought bonds closer, allowed us to make friends and taught us to independent, in our own ways ;) Thanks so much sir, I heart you.

- Special thanks :
:: Falini, Rohan, Julius, Suren, Joel, Faris, Tarkessh, Arnold, Wen Qi, Adam, Audrey, Desmond, Nabby, Maran, Ting, Anthony, Amanina, Nuri, Krispati, Pui Ying, Huey Shan, Louise, hui Ning, Vidhiya, Blaise, Tharma, Saravanan, Shaun, Kar Yee, Alvin, Amirah, Ming Hui, Kit Meng, Loshinee, Suba, Khai Sze, Nethiya, Lee Li, Naresh, Karthi and Philip. Fellow tuition mates of Genius Parade and to those people your names i dint mention, i might missed your name, i didn't forget ;) Thanks so much. Hugs.

Prefect's Farewell.

2008-09-11T18:21:00.009+08:00

Prefect's Farewell 2008 @ KKlub, Wangsa Melawati

This is very late update, I'm sorry. Was too lazy. Exams has started but I've not felt the stress yet. Wait till next week, I'll be going haywire.

Back to Farewell. It was a very good job done by the junior prefects and thanx guys for making us feel so appreciated. The theme was Olympics, and all of the senior prefects got medals as souvenirs. ;)Performances was good, the food too. Had lotsa fun, as usual.

The Hero of the day, driving us around Wangsa Melawati ;D

In Fatin's car. ;)

Ice cream in the rain.

BFF;s.

My deskmate for a year. Darling she is.

Zi Kang and Mal .

Hearts .

Proud to be ;)

Do not disturb her, she's focusing.

Yummy meal.

The girl who has taken over Suba's job.

The champions of the night ;) With gold medals. We definitely know how to make our school proud.

Okay, time to end. Gotta get back to English Lit revision for tomorrow ;D
Till then, adios ;))

National Day 08

2008-08-31T13:03:00.007+08:00

Chinese girls in sareeeeeeeeee! What a pretty sight ;) Yvonne, can get married dy. Louise, can be the flower girl. ;P

Oh gosh, this is like the last year of celebrating National Day with friends. Made the best out of it, been camwhoring the whole day.

I'm lazy to add captions. Let the pics fill the details in kayh ;)

i'm gonna miss skool! x(

2008-08-30T23:24:00.005+08:00

23rd & 24th August @ 30 Hour Famine Camp, Damansara.

Famine Camp this year was help in Help Institute, Damansara. Chinese and English Camp was combined together, it was rather sucky. But again, for Group 20, it was awesome, siomply because we had a great team, the ten of us had more fun than anyone else did. Played mafia all night long, and anywhere we go. Awesome year, also because someone special came along. Sweet memories with you baby. ;)

Ee Leng, the new god in town. I'm honoured. xP

My family. Mr. & Mrs Vicky, Kids namely Anthony, Satya and the goddess child, Ee Leng.

aku ade' xP

Measuring Ting's foot to make a shoe for her. ;P

Shoe making competition. ;)

Marcus talking and Rudy doing his thing.

During the first day, half the time was spent in the theatricals room. Marucs and Rudy were the hosts.

The co-operation between Ee Leng n Zhen ;P

Group 20! We rock !!

Before leaving to Bukit Jalil for countdown event.

All tired and sleepy. Waiting for the clock to strike 4.

The crowd this year was magnificent. Lots n lots of chinese people.

My dearest
Zhen, Vicky, Anthony,Satya, Ee Leng, I-ting, Hui Yi, Victor, Yang, Fiona and Marcus..

I had a great time with all of you, and thanx for making this year's famine camp a great one. Keep in touch kayh. Till i see you guys again, xoxo.

Hey you!

2008-08-26T17:13:00.002+08:00

So many pending updates, but i'm just too lazy.
But there's a special post today, for Yvonne.

Dear Yvonne,

First of all, thank you for the compliments. **Blushes**

About your dream, I'm totally speechless. So, was it a daytime dream or at nite?
I just hope none of it comes true. would be real bad.

Anyways, thanx for being such a darling today, u helped me feel so much better ;)

And of course, thank you for the concern, with all the prayers, i'll be totally fine, Have no worries.

I miss those days!

Xoxo, Mal.

Happy Birthday!

2008-08-13T11:31:00.003+08:00

Dear Amirah,

Happy Grandelicious Super Sweet 17th babe!

Knew you as my IU Director, then Interact President, classmate, and a totally crazyyy friend.
Stay who you are now, adding a lil craze to it won't be bad ;D

Have a great year ahead!
Heart ya babe!

xoxo.

NS.

2008-08-11T14:14:00.003+08:00

Damn damn damn.

Can i say F word out loud? GAHHH.

NS list is out, and guess what?

I AM FREAKING CHOSEN FOR THE NATIONAL SERVICE SERIES 6 2009!!!!!!!!!!

Can it be any worse? There goes my holiday in London, I'll be spending my 3 months in some dunno where jungle. Cik Fadzelah wants me to get it in SABAH. WTH. As if its not bad enough as it is now.

Well, Suba got it, she was in tears. Tharma got it too. Lucky for you Vi- Jean, Geetha, Aileen, Amirah, Yvonne, Jasmine and Nuri, you guys are not chosen.

Dear Lord, I wanna hear more people getting it, only then my soul will be in peace. Amen.

Joy.

2008-08-10T20:51:00.004+08:00

Festival Filem Malaysia, Putrajaya @ 9th August 2008

The glow of happiness in his face.

Mr. Subash received Special Jury's Award during Malaysian Movie Festival, for his very own movie, Pensel. We're very proud of you Sir! Good luck for your upcoming movies, we're by your side. ;D

Good job to Suren too. Sorry for not congratulating you there, somehow i just forgot. Anyways, good luck for your future movies you're yet to produce ;D

Go GPCC!

08.08.08

2008-08-10T20:45:00.003+08:00

i'm yours. finally? xP

Midnite.

2008-08-10T20:11:00.006+08:00

Subash's @ 5th- 6th August 2008

Had class in Subash's till 1 am. Yeah, till early morning. Was fun indeed, good to see all the places deserted. Everyone in class was super energetic, can't wait for more classes to come ;D

Mal n Lhavee.

Fal and El.

Yes yes, we camwhore like no one's business.

Deserted Queen's Park ;D

More more.

By 12.30 this dude was sleeping dy. Too tired perhaps ;P

LOL. Lhavi's and Mal's.

Shaun was so restless, he started disturbing some girl's hair.

He definitely likes her hair. Her curls?

The class was indeed a fun one. Some people were already stoning by the time clock struck one. Especially Falini. Laughing to herself, haiz. You gotta tell me bout it babe. ;P

Will be back with more ;D

xoxo.

For 12 hours only.

2008-08-06T20:07:00.007+08:00

KEM PERPADUAN DAN WAJA DIRI, SG. MERAB, KAJANG @ 8th February 2008

Attended this camp cuz Suba signed me up, but have no regrets in the end. Far better than expected. It was just a one day camp, but definitely worth attending. Tharma's special appearance definitely made the camp better. Cik Fadzelah, you definitely missed it. Mini Survival and Jungle Trekking was AWESOME! Good job Pn. Ruzila. And Fatin, it would have been better if u came with us. Team One, you guys rock!

Reached school pretty early in the morning, thanks to Suba who told me the wrong time.

Saw this on Nuri's chair in the bus. I bet she dint know it.

Arrived after a long journey, more than an hour.

Group 1, tigers. RAWR!!!

The only guys attended the camp. The rest definitely missed the fun.

Group picture, right before jungle trekking.

Tharma, the savior of the day. He really was. Thanx Tharma.

We can still camwhore in the jungle.

extreme sunburned effect.

After jungle trekking, we had our lunch. The food was bad, Nevertheless, the drink was delicious and was too good to quench our thirst.

Then, headed to campsite for the next activity. Mr. Ringo gave us a shocking news, that WE HAVE TO CLEAN A CHICKEN AND GRILL IT TO BE EATEN! WTH??

I have never cleaned a chicken in my life, Watching my mum cleaning chicken definitely helped big time. Tharma backed off the moment he saw the raw chicken, he went like " Mal, i just remembered... I'm a Brahmin..." Dang. What am I then? Suba, " Eeeye Mal, the chicken's internal organs are all still there. Very smelly la. I dare not put my hands in. " In the end. Tharma just stood and kept givin sound effects all the while we were cleaning the chicken. We were sweating profusely under the beaming sun, and the smell, was just too good. Somehow, I cleaned it well. So proud of myself, u too Suba.

One of the teachers quoted, " Oh, bila kena bersihkan ayam, baru keluar semua bahasa. Kalau tak, English saje yang keluar. We're indians la teacher, we speak fluent TAMIL.

While me n Suba had to clean the chicken, the juniors managed to set up a fireplace. ;)

Our camp ;D Building a camp somehow was never this easy.

Tharma, head of the tigresses, making sure the fire stays lighted up.

Grilling chicken under the hot sun.

Our teachers' beautiful and delicious. They're experienced i guess ;P

Deco by our team member.

This group had melted chocolate to be eaten with their chicken ;D

The teachers, busy with their grilled chicken. they had salt and chillies with their chicken.

Dismantling of our camp.

Our dish. I know it looks delicious. Rawr!

The Rangers.

Suba, me and next year's head prefect, Nurul Nabila. Good luck girl ;D

Grow old along with me, the best is yet to be. ;)

Apprise.

2008-07-30T22:27:00.005+08:00

I've forced mysef to school for three days already this week, therefore, its time to rest at home tomorrow.

Went out with mum today, to get bday gift for Mr. Subash :) He turned 37 on the 27th July. Happy Belated Birthday Sir!

And yeah, i did my career test today. Highest interest in Social Service and Health and followed by Biological Sciences and Medicine. It says that studying and investigating social problems appeals to me, because I'll be able to analyze difficulties in open minded, unemotional and practical terms. I wonder..

Had a good talk with Pn. Song today, asked her about how would I cope with Medicine. She managed to fully convince me that I'll do well, simply because of my carefree attitude, which would not make me stressed up easily. Thanks Pn. Song. There was this tiny little voice in me telling me that I would not be able to cope up with the stress, but after talking to her, I'm very sure about what i want. After school, saw Pn. Jey having a talk with Des and Tharma, joined in with them. Valuable advises from her, totally something i needed to get me out of my honeymoon period. :) Lets see how effective it is on me.

Gosh gosh, I have to get serious. I wonder when was the last time i studied for at least 2 hours straight.

Yvonne, you have made me emo today. ;(

Snooze.

2008-07-29T21:51:00.001+08:00

I really wonder what is happening to my brain clock?

I used to fall asleep in classs after recess previously, which totally makes sense, because the weather is rather warm, i'm full after a sumptuous meal during recess or i'm tired after 3 periods of tiring and boring subjects before recess.

But now, i'm falling asleep even before the first period of the day, and dozing off during lessons before recess and after recess, i'm completely energetic and hyped up! Gah. I totally hate this. I don't want to fall asleep before recess, I don't want to fall asleep during Pn. Rohana's lesson. She's just so nice, she doesn't even scold anyone. In fact, she cares. Very much indeed. Another teacher whom I hate disappointing, Pn. Zanariah. She's a darling. She gets upset easily when we don't listen to her, don't do her work and all, which actually drives to pay attention and finish up her work on time. She's doesn't yell. She doesn't discriminate us like other teachers do.

Well, I have to admit that 5 Sc Beta this year isn't so obedient like the previous years' but again, some teachers just treat us so coldly. They look down upon us. We're not that bad kayh. We're just having fun, we have less than 3 months left. Yeah, we rebel. But try being nice, don't find fault from us, we'll be nice to you.

Anyways, today was a tiring day. Not having enough sleep last nite made me constantly fall doze off during Add Maths, making Pn. Rohana to keep asking me if I'm okay. I hate it when I make her disappointed. Haiz. I'm not blaming anyone for my sleepless night, just some nightmares kept disrupting my sleep. I expected Biology's reproduction chapter to be interesting, but nah, it was rather boring. Guys actually like to have sex when the girl is having her periods? Omg, yucks. can;t remember who told this to me, again, yucks. Think about bloodstained bedsheets and comforter. Disgusting. Chemistry experiment was fun tho. Seeing those metals change colour and the reactions were interesting.

After school, we had Prouse's Farewell party. 2 pieces of pizza was all that I could grab before heading for Subash's. Learned Form 4's Daniell Cell. Can't help but to knock off cause i was sitting quite at the back, which keeps Mr. Subash from picking on me. And thanks to Kuan Tai who was constantly kicking my legs from my back and Kuan Tai, i really regret giving you my number. How many missed calls dude? You were just behind me okay. Had Mocha Frap during break to keep myself awake, and halfway drinking, it just went, ZAP! Julius took it, kept sucking till there was only half left. My frappp!!! Kuan Tai to compete, took it from Julius and drank till there was only quarter left. Sobs. I only got to drink the quarter, and my whipped cream was gone too, very nice of Kuan Tai, You both owe me man.

And, I'm home now, after a long shower, siting here, blogging. Feeling so sleepy now. Gotta catch up with my hunnie pie. Nitez darlings. ;D

Life, that's how it is.

2008-07-27T15:46:00.005+08:00

Its been a year since 'it' happened and i'm sitting here reminiscing the past. Gah, time seem to pass so fast, I hardly managed to get a grasp of anything. For all i know, I had a bunch of friends, kept them close to heart. Was possessive towards them, would do anything just to see a smile on their face. Surprisingly, I never really bothered to think if they cared the same way too. And that question, remains unanswered. Just the thoughts of it, still makes tears dwell in the corner of my eyes.

I can say a thousand times that i have moved on, but again, its not easy to get over it. A black history for my sweet sixteenth. So much drama, just never seems to come to an end. Like Alex said, "High school drama never ends, if it were to happen, wait till u leave school. You'll eventually miss it. " Yeah right, i'll miss it only if hadn't had enough. I can't ask for more. Adding spice to the drama, it all had to end with rootless accusations. Never gave me a chance to justify myself, every time. Simply because, truth hurts. Right?

But again, everything happens for a reason right? When one leaves, another comes in. Better ones in fact. those who really cherish friendship, appreciate my presence. I'm contended with what I have gained after the loss, beyond words. Then, what makes me still think about the past? Its a scar that never healed, no matter how much i tried. I just gave up, it shall heal one fine day. When? Thanx to you all, you know who you are. Helped me to move on, been there to wipe my tears relentlessly, to give me words of courage and to prove to me, that there's a better definition what true friendship is.

To you, thanks for coming into my life, pouring all your feelings to me, from your family stuff to your boyfriend's. I was trying my best to make you feel better every time, but in the end you accused me of trying to break u up with your boyfriend, just because I didn't have a boyfriend, you regard me of not understanding your feelings towards him. Too overwhelming. More than i needed. Thanks a lot. I hardly remember how it feels to talk to you. I barely know you anymore.

To you, You're just about the same, U had a problematic family. I was being nice, to bring you back to my place and make you feel home. You made no difference but followed the others to boycott me when I did no harm to you. Are you that brainless? Okay, fine, you apologized and started over again. This time, even worse. You come to me, telling me how hopeless your friends have been, telling me you deserve better and all. All i could do is, always make you feel better. But when your sky is blue, I just never existed, rather make me invisible. I'm not your puppet. Thats you, you never changed, till now. You just never had the gratitude. Its sad that you seems to forget your roots.

To you, you have been a great friend since we were in Form 1. So much has happened, but you never took sides. Really appreciate the way you have been, though there were hard times between us. You simply have been the most matured one among us all. The wise one.
You still are the wise one, you've been there every now and then. Thanks girl. You know I still love you even though we're not as close as last time.

To you, it makes me laugh every time I think about us. We have our fights every now and then, but in no time, we're friends again. We are in different click of friends now, but we still do hang out together. We still share our secrets, our gossips. I'm glad about that. You've grown into someone so matured now, prettier too ;D I hope things will be the same many years from now, really do.

And now, to you. You have been a darling all this while, for the 11 years. From a chubby person to someone so beautiful now. Guess your appetite still hasn't changed tho :D You're my dearest person, and you know i'll always be here for you. You're always blamed for the things that went wrong when you intend in the good way, but hey, not everyone sees the quality in you. I do :) I know you're intentions are always right. And bout your prince charming, he's on his way to you. Probably the journey is a little too far. You know what I mean?

To you dear, you just came into my life recently but we share so much things in common, i can't count them. You make my life more meaningful and whoa, i love your attitude. Your hyper-ness makes my day, you make me smile when i'm down. You just have your way into it. You're friends with everyone, you seem to get along well with anyone. I'll miss you when school ends. We'll fly high someday. Your friendship, I will cherish. And may you and him be happily ever after like fairytale.

To you, my pillar of strength! Not exactly there when i needed you, but in this 11 years, you've played a big role in my life. Being the 'wanted' friend, you're always having trouble picking your friends. Thats a big prob babe, I'm serious. i'm telling you this all the time but you don't seem to realize, do you? Having thousands of friends is not important, start cherishing the ones necessary fast, before its too late. I'm telling this for your own good my dear.

Last but not least, to you. being the most important person in my life, you have made my life colorful, filled with happiness and joy. You came into my life when I least expected it, made it more extravagant. You're probably far away, but I'll wait for you. You have m words for it. Thanks for coming into my life, I happy more than words can explain. Promise me you'll be there forever.

Gosh, this is indeed a long post. I know i'm not perfect, I've my flaws too. I have my part in things that went wrong. However, everything has happened for a reason. And it will continue to happen for its very own reasons. High school life is coming to an end and i'm hoping for some good things to happen before it ends. Anything good. To those whom I have not mentioned, i'm sorry.
p.s. to the 12/12's, you guys know i love you.

Time to enjoy my last 3 months in high school :)

Cassy's!

2008-07-04T22:05:00.005+08:00

28th & 29th June 2008 @ Sri Cempaka Service Suite.

Cassandra Amelia Bosco, finally turned 17. Once the skinny, model figured babe, now all buffed up ;D be the same Cassy you are, now and forever. I wanna see that laugh on your face all times. And most of all, may you marry tht unlucky but filthy rich old man, and inherit all his wealth! LOL! Toast for you hunney!

Cuppy cakes by Cassy's mum.

Mal and Adam.

He was too hungry. Shaun, shaun.

Darlings.

They said they were posing.

Satya's dare, to wear bikini the whole nite.

After the whole hangout session the next day, headed for Sunday class in Subash's. Managed to get a good shot of him. :)

Our lovely drama king he is. :)

Hollywood.

2008-06-28T20:59:00.000+08:00

SMK Aminuddin Baki @ 14th June 2008

Attended SAB's Iu Day, for Dhana and Fara cuz they insisted me to. They missed me :P Such last minute decision, arrived 20 minutes late. Thanx Prem, for waiting for me. :)

The IU day was good.Theme : HOLLYWOOD. Good nah? The performances were remarkable. There was one thing totally intolerable, the emcee. He was so full of himself, bragging about him being a useless interactor. We don't need it okay. And, he calls himself an emcee when he doesn't even know how to hold a microphone. Wth. His slang was so lala~. I bet his college mates would have ditched him long ago, for his "I'M SO COOL" attitude. And he only charged 50 bucks for the emcee-ing, SAB's interactors told me. Professionals don't charge so little. You're not one anyway.And his bloody name was, Shaun. Yuck, the worst Shaun I've ever seen.

Sorry SAB-ians, I just have to say it. You guys did a good job tho :) I had fun.

The stage set up was pretty. :) So Hollywood.

The ugliest and yuckiest host ever. Sorry for the blurred picture, had to zooom so far.

Band performance, the first for the day.

Bleeding love.

Cha- cha- cha.

And then, there was lucky draw. Two lucky winner walked away with basket full of chocolates, the other two with a watermelon and bananas, and the other two with a pail with a feather duster in it and another one with a broom.

Prem's friend, Parthiban won the pail with a feather duster, I bet it would be useful for his mum. Lol. And in the pail, there was a little pack. it was paper clips, he's really unlucky.

Parthiban, flabbergasted with his gift.

Then came Ariels' band. Awesome!!

There were many more performances. SAB"S school band was the best. Kudos to the drummer. U rock dude. Everyone kept asking for more. Then there was fashion show, celebrities look alike's. Also, breakdance by Shaun Chow and friends, worth watching. Not forgotten, two solo performance by Ariel and a girl from CPR and lastly salsa by SAB girls. Lotsa unexpected grooves.

Group Picture.

Fara, Me and Dhana.

P.S. I'm wearing my Interact uniform, don't get me wrong.

P.S.S It was awesome to meet you guys after ages. Prem, thanx for being so nice. Dhana n Fara, miss you guys lots!!!

Streamyx.

2008-06-27T22:45:00.002+08:00

Gah. So many pending posts. Will update soon, sorry guys. Just that my streamyx is slower than a snail, totally getting on my nerves. And talk about blogger. Frigging slow.

Pending posts-
- SAB IU DAY
- OPEN DAY 2008

Soon to come :
- Cassie's 17!
- St. John's IU DAY.

17 days :P

Just say you don't have the guts to look me in the eyes for I know better.

Brother's Engagement. ( ;

2008-06-16T07:29:00.003+08:00

Klang @ 7th June 2008

Woohoo! It was my eldest brother's engagement and everyone was hyped up. Being on the groom's side is never easy. So much of preparation to do. Was fun tho, with all my cousins, uncle and aunties, loved the chaos. Well, we left to the bride's house at about 7.15 pm, it was just 10 minutes drive from uncle's place. :) And by the way, this may seen weird to many of you out there, this is an arranged marriage, something that seems quite impossible to people nowadays.

Annae and his mom. Right before leaving.

And its me! Tehee. Getting the stuffs out of the car.

My youngest grandma! Heart her!

The engagement ring.

Kolam at the entrance, to welcome us.

Us, the groom side with all the dowry.

Love looking at the dowry, cuz i did the deco! *tee hee*

The bride's parents.

Both the in- laws.

Exchanging dowries.

Annae handing the little bouquet to sis in law.

Ring exchange. They're finally engaged!

Annae's parents blessing them.

Anni's ( sis- in- law) parents blessing them.

The oldest Grandpa in the family.

A cake n bouquet, gift from an uncle from UK.

Their engagemnt cake. : )

Celebrate :DD

Sweet couple they are :D

Mum and attai ;)

Daughter n Mother.

Picture perfect :)

Double M's.

The guys and a woman. :P

Mal and Gayathri.

Mum and the boys :)

Mal n the POSER, who acts all innocent.

Hmmph, i loved this engagement for the fact that I got a chance to meet all my relatives from everywhere after ages. And all of them have some sort for funny reactions to give when they see me and my mum together. Can't blame them, I look too matured for a 17 year old. Haiz. But again, who cares? I AM WHAT I AM :)

Another one to step me over.

2008-06-13T14:43:00.004+08:00

I never expected this to end this way, i never did.

They left last year, n its you now, exact same time. What, fate?
I did not get a friend to get this settled, i can do it myself.
She was just concerned over the both of us, nothing more.
And for your kind information, I never said you picked PRIDE over friendship.

If i was really that best friend you claim I was to you, what's so hard for you to just snap me, "hey, why are we not talking? "
Whats with the equal ignorance?
And talking about ignorance, the whole silent treatment was for your ignorance towards me,
and acting as if nothing happened the next minute, you think i never noticed?

You never gave me chance to explain why i did that. If I never cared for you, I wouldn'y bothered giving you that silent treatment.

The reason I apologised online is not because of my stupid pride or watsoeva,
I was just worried it would be too late if I waited any longer. My fault heh.

And do you know how on earth it feels like when u let someone in just because i wasn't there for a lil bit?
You know i'm sensitive and yet you can do this?
How else am i supposed to take it?

You think its easy to see your face everyday, in school and tuition
and yet acting like we never knew each other?
You think its easy to see you being best friends with those whom
have shattered me to pieces?
You think i'm perfectly fine to having face so much drama in one place?
Gosh, you gotta be kidding me.
I thought u know better.

Well, you're so eager to end this friendship?
You were the one who always told me to give a second chance to everyone who apologizes.
I don't see it coming from you.
I never tried to apologize to others no matter what the problem is, you know it too.
But, I did take the courage to apologize even though it was so shallow, yes i admit it.
I was just afraid, afraid that it'll be too late.

Your thoughts were not wrong, never at all.
I was sensitive, thats why it went wrong at that bloody moment.

Whatever happened, I apologized and I still do.
Thanks for being there went my world was falling apart, thanks for putting them together again and finally thanks for shattering them in the end.
i turly appreciate it.
You words yesterday has hurt me beyond words,
And thanks for causing another wound over the hasn't healed wound.
I trusted you with all my little things, I've allowed you into my world and it shatters to know that it has to end this way.

I'm sorry that I am a sensitive person,
I'm sorry that I have high expectations,
i'm sorry that i'm so vulnerable,
I'm sorry that I gave that silent treatment,
I'm sorry that i cared too much.
I'm sorry that it has to end this way.
I'm sorry for all the shit that i've done.

Thanks for being the another one in list to step me over.

Ignorance.

2008-06-06T15:55:00.002+08:00

Dada. Cousin bro's engagement tmrw! Excitement building up in me. Will be leaving to Klang, uncle's place tonight. Will be back with updates soon! Will miss you guys, xoxo!

Satya, i'm ignoring things for now. U should start to keep your promises babe.

2008-06-04T20:52:00.002+08:00

When out to KL, with beloved brother, Maran. Met up with eldest bro for lunch. Yummy yummy, big lunch indeed. Shopped around, again. Lol. Not many pis again, left my memory card at home. I'm getting dumber.

He's getting engaged on Saturday. Excited I am!

Lunch Lunch!

When everyone turns me down, i can still count on him..

The sun is on my side :)

Love.

2008-06-02T18:37:00.005+08:00

Wohoo! Went out with Devis after what, two years? Lol. Missed u babe.

Had a great time catching up with you. We can talk and talk for many hours and never stop. You still look the same, as small as u were and now more gorgeous! And thanks Thinesh for fetching us :) Mummy and daddy of mine for the day. And my dad's name is not Raju, Thinesh! We shall catch up again soon ya!

Devis and Thinesh, stay like this forever ya?

XOXO, mal.

There’s not another boy that could make me feel so sweet.
Cos you fill up my life,
Like the sun, you shine bright .
And there’s nothing in this world that can stop me from loving you.

Satya loves to tag.

2008-05-31T19:15:00.002+08:00

Can I keep a secret?

Are you someone your friends can trust with their dirtiest and darkest secret?
Answer the following questions sincerely….at the end of it name five people that u trust and another five that tells you everthing!! Finally, tag other bloggers with this quizzy-XD

1) Mom’s planning a big surprise party for your brother. You know he’ll hate it. What should you do?
- Hmm, try telling mum to change the plan. If she doesn't agree, i'll just help out and cross my fingers, hoping everything will be alright.

2)Your new boyfriend shows you his CD collections and *gasp* among it, you found something that you shouldn’t be seeing. Do you tell your friends or laugh at it?
- Laugh out loud and keep it myself and it'll be my secret weapon to make fun of him personally!

3)Your friend breaks up with her boyfriend. You witnessed the entire messy saga. Everyone’s asking you for details, you..
- Ask them to ask her herself. If she don't wanna tell, too bad :P

4)You hear that the girl that you hate is about getting into trouble for cheating in exams. You spread the news around or pretend to be surprised when she bursts into tears?
- Pretend! Ignorance is bliss isn't it?

5)Uh-oh! Your best friend’s new boyfriend ask you out on a date..you:
- Try me. You'll know the consequences.

6)Your sister tells you that she flunked her exams..
- No prob sista, we have worse secrets than this, dont we?

7)A friend says,”Can you keep a secret?”, you reaction would be..
- What the? Decide yourself.

8)You are walking pass teacher’s office you over heard someone is getting terminated from the school. You tell your close friends and spread it around to the whole school?
- Tell my closest buddie, Fatin about it.

9)You are not going to school but your mom is writing a sick note. You tell your friends about it or pretend to be sick the next day?
- Lol. What i say doesn't really matter cuz they know me well.

10)You saw your good guyfriend’s girlfriend with another guy in the mall walking and holding hands. What will you do?
- Go up to him and say hi. His face will turn white, for sure. I'll see what he has to say.

11)Who do you tell your secrets to?

* Fatin

* Satya

* Ee Leng
* Vicky
* Maran

12)Five people who confess everything to me?

* Satya

* Fatin

* Ee Leng

* Maran

I wana tag THEM!:

- Fatin n her only.

Pensil.

2008-05-29T22:53:00.006+08:00

Pensil's Premiere at Cineleisure Damansara.

Mr. Subash's new malay movie, Pensil was premiered on the 12th June 2008.

Awesome movie, i have to say. Made everyone in the cinema to sob. Bravo Mr.Subash. You're not just an excellent teacher, you're also a magnificent actor. The movie was far better than expected, good job sir :) We're so proud of you. And Suren, the producer, good job!

Hunney, i updated my blog for your sake. ;)

Suren, the big boss. Did not want to look at the camera.

They're excited, i bet u can tell.

Ee Leng says, " Uuuu, look! That's Nike!" Lol.

We go up n up n up, to the highest floor.

Coming to cinemas near you on the 12th of Jun to touch your hearts. It definitely touched ours already.

A glimpse of the movie ;P

Marques with my shades.

Well, it was a great day indeed. A bus trip to The Curve with tuition mates with two macho guys sitting at the back seat to ours :)

Heavy rain started to pour the moment we sent El to LRT Station near my place. Toldcha to take the umbrella in my car, u didn't listen. I got wet too, when i was running from mum' s car to my hse. Gah. Thank god, I didn't fall sick :)

SAB- ians.

2008-05-29T21:44:00.002+08:00

Went to Times Square with my fellow SAB friends Dhana, Prem and Durga and a Victorian dude, Printhivy. Satya, why do u have to have ur art class!!! U missed the fun n we missed you.

Had breakfast with Prem in The Bakers before everyone arrived. Then went bowling with everyone, lunched in Gasoline and watched Indiana Jones before heading to hospital to visit my uncle. Indiana Jones was a killer!

Dhana sweetheart.

Group picture, during lunch. Printhivy missing in action!

P.S. To Printhivy.
Hey, u're sooo stingy okay! How hard can it possibly be to change that fifty bucks? The next time we're going out, you're gonna treat me a biggg lunch!

How smart am I, to bring my camera out, without the memory card? Gah.

Teacher's day & Tinesh's Bday.

2008-05-26T22:38:00.005+08:00

Yay! Exams are over! Holla holidays! On the last day of school, we celebrated Teacher's day, organized by Prefectorial Board, the Form 4's. Good job guys! Shall let the pictures to fill the details in, i'm too lazy to type anything.

Teachers Parade.

Our beloveds.

Performances.

After school, celebrated Thinesh's belated bday, since his bday is on the 1st of May, Labour day.

Happy Belated Bday Thine!!!

Coincidently, Arnold passed by and happened to be, it was his bday. So yeah, he got a chance to cut the cake.

Happy Birthday Arnold!

Mother's Day

2008-05-16T21:21:00.008+08:00

Went saree shopping last Saturday for my eldest cousin brother's engagement. Yipee! More ew clothes!! Haha. Sister -in- law tried out sarees and this one suited her best :) And vain cousin brother tried more than 5 kurta suits and still wasn't satisfied.

Malina, my yet to be Anni.

Beloved bro of all times.

After a whole day of shopping, managed to reach home on time to celebrate Mother's day at 12 am!

For mum and aunt, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Sisters.

I love my Amma.

And a kiss for my Periamma.

Happy family :)

I love you , Amma! No one takes your place.

Rambles.

2008-05-09T13:16:00.003+08:00

Geetha said to Suba, " For the first time, I saw Mal awake throughout the paper and of all subjects, its Moral." yeah, i occupied my 2 hours and 30 minutes writing, not sleeping. People change Geetha.

And Zi Kang said me ignorant cause I didn't notice how 'slim' he is. Wth. I'm never ignorant my dear, its the people around me. You know who you are. STOP PRETENDING.

This week has been good, I'm falling in love with exams. Weird? Yeah yeah. But next week won't be so pretty, Add maths, then History. Gah. Good luck peeps, and to my beloved MUM, ADVANCED HAPPY MOTHER'S DAYYYY!!! You know I love you, though I don't express it well enough. :)

You're fakeness frequency is so high it reaches me.

Tagged by Satya!

2008-05-02T14:07:00.003+08:00

Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head.Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5people.This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first..NO CHEATING!

1.Fatin
2.Vicky
3.Satya
4.Loga
5.Ee leng

DONT READ AHEAD UNLESS U FILLED THE TOP
1. How did you meet 1? (fatin)
-In skool, in form 2!

2. On a scale of 1 -10 how would u rate your friendship with 1?(fatin)
- 12! my sweetheart she is!

3. how long have you known 4? (Loga)
- for two years?

4. How do you know number 3? (Satya)
- Bestie since primary..

5. wheres 5? (Ee Leng)
- hmm, out to skool?

6.A fact about number 1? (Fatin)
- very very sarcastic yet she's a darling, lol.

7.Who is 4 going out with? (Loga)
- no one.

8. What does 1 do for a living? (Fatin)
- hmm, she studies, n hangs out with frens n goes to tuition.

9. Would you live with number 3? (Satya)
- hmm, nope. she'll be busy all the time n i'll be left alone. =(

10. What do you like about number 2? (Vicky)
- Everything ? xP

11. Do you miss number 5? (Ee Leng)
- i just met her ysdty, so, i dont miss her yet. ;)

12. Would you make out with number 4? (Loga)
- omg, nope.

13. What’s your opinion of number 2? (Vicky)
- cute, caring n loving!

14. What's your favorite memory with number 5? (EE leng)
- promtay moments?

15. What would you do if number 1 (fatin) and 2 (vicky) were going out?
- whoa! scandal! will kill both of them!

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5? (Ee LEng)
- yeah. lotsa times.

17. Have you ever slept at 2's house? (Vicky)
- haha. not yet. =D

18. Do you hang out with 3 a lot? (Satya)
- yeah, every sunday in tuition n sometimes before classes start..

19. Who have you known the longest?
- satya n el.

20. How often do you talk to 1? (Satya)
- 6 days a week, sunday, holiday!

21. What about 2? (Vicky)
- whenever he calls..

22. Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend? (Satya)
- duh! she's my husband!

23. Would you go out for a date with 5? (Ee Leng)
- El? sounds wrong...

24. Do you dream about 2? (Vicky)
- heheh. tell me bout it.

25. What did no 4 did to you that you can never forget? (Loga)
- a little promise we did together for future tht shall not be forgotten. =)

26. What have you done for 1 that the person never forget? (Fatin)
- ask her. Fatin, you have to tell me this ya1

27. What's 3 hobby? (Satya)
- Chilling out with frens.

28. Who do u want to TAG?
* Fatin ( you have to do this!)
* Kar Yee ( you better do it, no choice )
* Yvonne
* Prem
* Ee Leng

Prefect's camp 2008

2008-04-28T21:13:00.014+08:00

18th - 20th April @ Malacca Tropical Fruit Farm

My first prefect camp of mine, after four years. A very memorable one.

Lets start with the first day. The bus arrived almost 2 hrs late, if i'm not mistaken. We wouldn't this golden opportunity to camwhore! LOl. We were taking so many pics, the passer-bys were giving us some weird looks. not something very new for us tho.=D

I'm not gonna write much, will let the pictures to fill the details in. Have fun!

Camwhore madness. >>>>

Us.

Baba and Gee gee.

The two gentlemen.

Dada. Zi Kang, me and Wen Qi!

My boyfriend in class. Had lotsa fun with u girl.

See that cutie Wen qi up there? Lol.

Kit Meng can pout too! Hehehe.

Madness, i call it.

Love this shot. :)

Darlings.

With Philip. :D

We arrived in Malacca tropical fruit Farm at about 6.00 pm. A long journey indeed.

My balloon, i had to take care of it. And I took care of it so well, it got stolen by SOMEONE in the last minute.

Dinner on the first nite, bluek. Missing mum aldie. But again, who cares if the food was sucky? The company that matters the most ryte?

While blindfolding Geetha for OPERASI BURUNG HANTU. I wonder who took this picture.

DAY 2

Empangan Permuafakatan. We had to build some water pipe thingi. Thats the outcome. :)

My twin? Ppl say so. Watcha think?

Gonna miss ya all.

Interesting game, i got the chance to disturb everyone.

Pity Jo Yee, the faci's fooled her.

Meet Fatin's new friend =D

After the activities, we left for Bandar Hilir at around 6pm. Its hte highlight of the Prefect's Camp anyway. The bus was late as usual. A very memorable night.

Zi Kang and Kit Meng. Thanx for being such a darling that night.

Memories that i'll hold on dearly.

Three of us, as always.

Jonker's Walk. Ultimate shopping spree!

Earring galoreee...

There was an active old man dancing throughout the night. He was having a blast as well :)

DAY 3

After tiring night the day before we had to wake o at 6.30 am to prepare ourselves for the morning exercise. After that we had our breakfast, pretty edible. Lol.

Sheng Rei, the restless team mate.

Our first game for the morning, DA VINCI CODE. A tour around the Fruit Farm while solving the tasks.

First pit stop, Paddy field!

For the first time in life, saw a dragon fruit tree.

Vineyard =DD

Its an ostrich!

Buffaloes stink.

Chicken farm.

Mushroom plantation project.

Cik Fadzelah. She's leaving soon=(

The facilitators and Form 5's of batch 2008.

My bed n Fatin's =D

Before leaving, the Dorm we housed for 3 days.

Bye Malacca.